Birth date: Jul 31, 1958 Death date: Mar 26, 2014
Steven Robert Livesay of Escondido, California, beloved husband, father, son, brother, and great friend to many, passed from our presence on March 26, 2014, at the young age of fifty-five. Steve graduated from Rocky Mountain High Read Obituary
Eleven months today. Listening to some of your favorite music, and the pain is great. I love you and miss you beyond belief. Doesn't seem possible.
Dear Steve,
Tomorrow is ten months, and it doesn't seem possible. I thought that the pain of your loss would ease by this time. In fact, after the first of the year, the pain is worse. The reality is setting in, although it still doesn't seem possible. I have lost so much in losing you; my safety net, my brother and friend, a sibling to talk to, future plans, and most importantly, the intense pain of knowing what you are missing out on. You so deserve to be here and be a part of all that is happening. It is very difficult without you. I miss you every single day. There were mistakes made, because I was in a state of shock. I am so sorry. Please help me know how to do right by you and honor you in the best possible way. I love you.
Dear Steve,
Eight months today, and tomorrow is Thanksgiving. I think of all that I have to be thankful for, but then I think of you, and you are such a huge piece of what is missing. I am not myself, and not having you here during this holiday season is very painful. As the time passes, I miss you more and more. You are in my heart and always will be. I wish I had a better understanding of what happened. The questions that I have - and there are many - seem to weigh more heavily as time goes on. I love you.
Shelley
Dear Steve,
With love to you on this day, October 26, 2014. You will never know how much I miss you.
Steve, how difficult this day has been. I have thought of so many things today and I know I have told you how we all miss you terribly but it doesn't seem to be getting better. I am told this would happen. I feel like you are here with us and all of a sudden I realize that you are gone forever and I think that it is so difficult to accept and my heart breaks. We all miss you so much and please know that you will be a part of us forever.
Love, Mom
